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I am newI am new
I am new
I wonder of the new ideas and beliefs
I hear the all new sounds of my kind
I see the ever changing world before my eyes
I want to be part of this whole new age
I am new
I pretend to be a victim of these new times, however…
I feel the urge to embrace this new light and let it illuminate me
I reach out to touch my new soul as if it was another being, a whole other entity, and yet, an old, forgotten friend
I worry for this new life, will it be accepted or will it be abandoned like an unwanted child, left alone in the cold, the rain, and the never ending dark
I cry for this new way, I cry for its troubles, I cry for its

Hard Won SunshineOn a good day,
I've got sunshine in my veins.
A backlit smile,
And a spring in my step.
And people don’t think
I’ve ever known…
Faces in the night,
Looking for me.
Shadows on my face,
From lack of sleep.
People rarely think…
Of the ash in your bones,
The tar clogging up your thoughts,
And blocking out the light.
But what people think…
About how your skin
Feels tight when you smile…
Doesn’t matter.
What matters is…
It never stops.
It never gets easier.
Bad things will happen.
But if you can wait it out,
Endure,
Survive,
Last just a bit longer than you think you can.
You will get

Evil PeopleTodays another day
for evil people to say
evil things about me
and who i'll grow up to be
they say evil things
and be evil human beings
they'll start evil rumors
and make evil humor
but when i'm alone
i find a special home
Drip, Drip, Drip
is all i hear
as i grip the shard of glass,
not quite sure if this pain will pass,
so i sit in the corner
like little jack horner
plotting my revenge
i dream up the ways
and things i'll say
to tear apart their masks.
dig out the evil deep inside
that they try so hard to hide
make them show themselves for who they are
not who they've portrayed so far,
i'll make them pay for the pain




















































































































































































































































































































































































































Mr. Teddy.Suddenly I woke up in the middle of night,
a strange cold spot is by my side.
Something is missing, something truly important.
My soft comfortable bed friend is gone.
Where are you my dear Mr. Teddy?
It is getting more lonely and cold for every night.
The empty spot is getting more colder and more unfamiliar.
Feeling like a stranger in my old bed
how would I ever be able to sleep well again?
Dear Mr. Teddy, come back.
The cold empty spot was too much for me.
So I found dear miss Teddy
But it was not the same at all,
it still feels so heartbreaking unfamiliar.
Why can't you be like Mr. Teddy?
Of course she was lovely and filled with warmth

Let's PretendLets pretend there is no one else
Lets pretend that the only people in this world
Is you and me
Lets pretend that no one is watching us
Lets pretend that the whole world is our home
Where we spend time together
Loving every moment
Lets pretend that we have no worries
Lets pretend that there is nothing to stop us
From spending time even
Over seas
Lets pretend to be a couple
Lets pretend that we are getting married
You in your suit and me with my
Veil
Lets pretend to fight
Lets pretend to argue
Even though in the end we want each other
Lets pretend that every night is meant

Angel machine pt 2The air had gotten thick in his room. Or at least, it seemed that way to Tenshi. Was that why it was so hard to breathe? No, it couldn’t be. It was fear. The fear he wasn’t allowed to show to the one person he feared the most. The only person he feared. He couldn’t fear the people who didn’t know he existed. To them, he was invisible. Nonexistent. But to his father, he was the center of attention. Very unwanted attention. He wished he didn’t exist to his father. He wished he didn’t exist at all. He looked up at his father’s looming presence and mentally cringed. His father had no expression on his fa

Cutting, why i stoppedI wish i could say i stopped cause i wanted to or because it was the right thing to do
Maybe even because i am christian and i know its wrong to
But no the reason i stopped was because i got to the point where i would use a razor to cut, but there was no more pain, no more relief, no distraction, nothing,just blood and grief
That is when i took advantage of the opportunity, i was free, the addiction had abandoned me
I let my arms and face heal
I looked in the mirror and realized hope was still real
I know the struggle and I know how some of you feel
I was lucky, I got off easy
For most of us this is an addiction we don't want to share!
Its something we have to beat not just bare
For some of us the only thing we need to stop is for someone to care

In the MirrorI do not understand,
Nor comprehend
What I am about to say
And yet, I can't stop.
Those thoughts are still thought
The thought...
That you are perfect
And I know that can't be true,
There can't be perfection!
It isn't natural,
It isn't tangible,
And yet,
You are simply...
Perfect
But how can that be? I ask
How is that so?
Is it possible for someone,
Anyone for that matter,
To reach aesthetic success?
And still, you are simply...
Perfect
I envy you.
No, actually, I think I hate you
And yet,
I aspire to be just like you....
So I ask with affection,
Mr. Reflection,
What exactly is your secret?

The Trapped ReflectionHer reflection pressed its hands,
Against the cold hard glass.
Trapped in regret.
A link to her past.
She met its finger tips,
As well as its eyes,
And all she could see,
Was the hate and despise.
Being chained to a moment,
A cage with no bars.
Forced to look up,
At a dark sky without stars.
It stares demanding..
The world she let grow grey.
And then it smiled
And walked away.
She tried to leave too
But couldn't turn back
And then looked up to a starless sky,
That was all but pitch black.
She put her hands against the hard cold glass.
And watched as her reflection,
Walked out of the past.
Out of the past and into

That Quiet NightA lonely night
Without your voice
It’s not quite right
And it’s not by choice
To be without you
Staring at that starry sky
Thinking of all I knew
But more than willing to say goodbye
I would leave it all
To be at your side
I would even crawl
Your love can’t be denied
So wait for me
Oh girl of my dreams
Or you might see
My tears run like streams.

Pathway to HellFreshly torn skin,
Hangs from the limbs of
Bare trees.
Still dripping black blood
Of the innocent.
Billions of heads
Lined down my pathway.
I look to see if they are watching,
But in replace of the eyes
Are just empty sockets.
At the end of my path
Lies a throne
Made of countless human bones.
I sit and wait patiently,
In my royal chair.
The bones come alive,
As a set of hands
Rips open my chest,
And steals my heart.
It dissects me, just like the others.
This is it.
I’ve made it to hell.

Through My EyesThrough my eyes,
I can see you’re hurting.
Your blue eyes are surrounded
With a red tint,
As they tear up.
My grey eyes just watch,
Wishing they could help.
Through my eyes,
I can see your stress.
The deep tiredness overtakes
the beautiful ocean deep opticals,
That I love to see smile.
My grey eyes just watch,
Wishing they could help.
Through my eyes,
I can see your misery.
Throughout the fights
with your family
and peers.
My grey eyes just watch,
Wishing they could help.
Through my eyes,
I can see your heart shattering.
If only one could understand,
And even comfort you slightly.
But,
My grey eyes just watch,
Wishing they could help

I'm Soaring Now
I'm Soaring Now
I'm feeling a different level of fear
It's twisting my truth and morality
It's the reason that brought me here
On the edge of life, peering over to serenity
It's not impossible to grasp
Even though it's typical to assume
The last breath is the fact
That after death- peace will follow soon
-
Bright flashing memories
Crossover swiftly
Ready to be set free
From this skin of treachery
Fade/Fade/Fade
My scars peel off
They're being left behind
The remains become soft
So this is what innocence feels like
Wake/Wake/Wake
Destiny is somehow connected
Fate deems to be natural
The circle of the two is perfected
The beginning to t

I Love YouMy friend, my life.
That's the problem.
My FRIEND.
I can't tell you,
I can't say,
the words are to hard,
though they are tender.
I wouldn't,
I couldn't.
The friendship built,
would crumble
and fall.
Nothing would be left.
The world would be darker,
my life would turn black.
But once I will say,
just to myself,
the words I want to say,
the words I've been dying to say.
Three little words,
just three little words.
I...
Love...
You...

In the space between a womans
In the space between a womans heart & soul
Is a seductive creature rare & hard to hold
Trapped by the dictates of carnal thought
Desires unchained, a craving fraught
Battles waged against the moral master
Merging conflict, flesh & rapture
Her spirit sings, an addictive passion
Victory ~ a feast of sinewy abandon
Dreams of restraint overcome this sprite
Is it the enemy inside that binds her tight?
Or the power of him?
That locks her treasures within?
A handful of time to set herself free
The angels come as she sleeps you see?
They smile & hold her warm flesh at bay
whispering...
dance
dance toward this lustful madness
for if you do




































































































































































































































































